Sunday, March 15, 2009
one shot blog. @_@
how should i start this?it's really been a while since i blogged. my previous entry stated that i wasn't really in the mood to do such. actually, i've been wanting to blog about some things. okay. . a lot of things, but i don't know why i keep on putting them aside. well, this is going to be a one shot blog. i'll try to put everything that happened for the past month, i think? all in one entry.
so. .
you may have read my past blogs about work and stuff. . well, i gave up last february 25. yes. . i quit work. i know i said i wouldn't but circumstances left me no other choice. i gave it my best shot, but to them it was just not enough. anywhoo. .
i'm just gonna randomly continue. .
my fanfiction story. . i wonder, when will i be able to finish it?! i mean. . i started writing it last 2007?! and i haven't even posted/finished Chapter 8 yet! geez. i wanna continue on writing it, until the very period of the last chapter. but why the heck do i keep on putting it aside?! man. .
My Boss My Hero. a J-dorama i'm currently watching right now. . actually i've already watched 4 episodes with Jairah way back. . and i should've just continued where we left off. but i decided to just watch it again from the beginning. . so i won't be all confused and go "bakit nga ba xa ganyan?". hope you get my point.
CLANNAD. an anime i've been craving to watch ever since i found out about it. and just recently, i got to watch the movie on. . Youtube i think? haha, i can't even remember.
and it was just so. . strange. . like how. . i sorta had this wierd connection with the story.
constantly. . i've been having wierd dreams lately. . and eveytime i wake up, i'm just like "wha~?". like there was this one dream i had just recently, i saw people i didn't know or haven't met before. i don't know the heck why. . but they were couples. . if i remember correctly, there were 3 pairs i think? i'm not really sure. the dream isn't that clear anymore, like you care, right?
another dream is. . i had it earlier today, the very moment before i woke up and opened my eyes. . i saw a picture of Tomoya and Nagisa [from CLANNAD] i saved from the internet. . and as i saw it, i felt like something struck me, causing me to wake up. *sigh*
and now. . i've come to realize that. . i've been living quite randomly. i mean, the way i act and stuff. they're just not in order. i've done a lot of stupid things i wish i never even thought of doing. i hate it. it's really bugging me.
and i just really wanna go back to school. i miss studying so much. *sighs bigger*
ugh. .
*fidgets*
and my laziness strikes again. .
i still have a lot in mind that i wanna put on cyber paper but. .it ends here for now. .
gomen~ @_@
