Thursday, April 30, 2009
Special A episode 18 highlights: Akira&Tadashi.
ok, so. . right now, my left eye is twitching, basically because i didn't get any sleep last night. none at all. my eyes were open 'til the rooster said cockadoodledoo. literally.and it's all because of this part of the 18th episode of Special A.
i don't know the heck why, but it's been bothering me for the past 3 days since i've watched it.
tho, it's not in a bad way. . but i just really can't understand this feeling.
and it's kind of driving me nuts to the point that i didn't get any shut eye. gaah~
-to be continued on a future post.
anyway, i made these episode caps. . for no special reason. hmm, i don't know. maybe, there is a reason. only i can't dig it out. or. . more like, i can't remember. (°_°")
they took so long to put together that i forgot what i was gonna blog about. gaah~
ok, i remember now. XD
reason is that, this part of the episode kind of had an impact on me. . i think. XD
well, really. . i didn't plan on putting effort on this. i don't what happened. XD
i even had instances where i'd go "should i just stop? this is taking forever."
but i managed to finish it anyway. haha. XD
to know the story between Akira and Tadashi. . watch the series~!
haha. just kidding. (^@^)v
-basically, they're inlove with each other. but niether of the two are aware.
first to confess was Tadashi, but that was way back when they were still young. unfortunately, Akira didn't hear him.
here they kind of misunderstand each other, Akira's to have a marriage interview with a guy her dad wants her to meet. and while talking on the phone, Tadashi overhears the conversation and asks Akira about it. Akira gets mad and slaps Tadashi solidly in the face as he was telling Akira to just go and meet the guy. after all. . the guy might be a good man says Tadashi. later, as Akira realizes what was happening between them. she looks for Tadashi and apologizes.
and now, it's Akira's turn to reveal her long kept not-so-one-sided feelings. to know the whole story, and to fully understand what happened. you really do have to watch it. haha.
hai. dozou~
first set of caps:
notice the change on Akira's face.
second set:
-they went to the place where Tadashi took her when they were younger.
-this part really gets to me. -_-
-i so know how Akira feels. (°_°)
-when they we're still kids, Tadashi snuck Akira out of Yahiro's birthday party and showed her the night, the scene filled with colourful lights. . Akira was amazed. and to show her gratitude, she taught Tadashi how to dance.
honestly, Tadashi being the clown character of this anime. . still has some attractive side to him. well, when he's serious. XDD actually, if you think of it. . even Sunohara [the clown character of CLANNAD] has some attractive sides too, but again i say. . when they're serious. haha. but that's a different story. anyway. . moving on~
-here goes. .
-uh oh. x_x
-both in the state of shock. @_@
but really, when it comes to Special A. even the most serious scene can turn into this. .
this really made me laugh. XDDDD
-hoorah! (*o*)
-it's just so adorable how innocent Tadashi's face always comes out. XD
T-T
and with this, i also fell inlove with him. HAHA. seriously. -_-
-how he wiped Akira's tears. and with the last cap, you feel like. . OMG. he's gonna kiss her?! @_@
well, no. . it was just a hug. :]
but along with that hug came the most sweetest words carried out by a tender manly voice
.
well, there you have it. i never thought anime could be this KILIG. haha.
and i don't know, Tadashi's not the romantic kind. . plainly because he doesn't know how to. but it comes off of him naturally. and i love it. XD
sorry Tasuki but you'll be number 3 for now. haha.
so that's:
° Okazaki Tomoya
° Karino Tadashii
° Tasuki
° Tamahome
° Tanaka Koki
-Chichiri is off the list. XDD
anywhoo. i hope you went KILIG over the caps. i know i did. haha. i'll surely miss Special A.
i didn't expect it to be that good. so if you haven't watched it yet. bahala ka. (^@^)v
ooh, and i almost forgot. sorry if it's lame. but here. :p
notice the change on Akira's face.
second set:
-they went to the place where Tadashi took her when they were younger.
-this part really gets to me. -_-
-i so know how Akira feels. (°_°)
-when they we're still kids, Tadashi snuck Akira out of Yahiro's birthday party and showed her the night, the scene filled with colourful lights. . Akira was amazed. and to show her gratitude, she taught Tadashi how to dance.
honestly, Tadashi being the clown character of this anime. . still has some attractive side to him. well, when he's serious. XDD actually, if you think of it. . even Sunohara [the clown character of CLANNAD] has some attractive sides too, but again i say. . when they're serious. haha. but that's a different story. anyway. . moving on~
-here goes. .
-uh oh. x_x
-both in the state of shock. @_@
but really, when it comes to Special A. even the most serious scene can turn into this. .
this really made me laugh. XDDDD
-hoorah! (*o*)
-it's just so adorable how innocent Tadashi's face always comes out. XD
T-T
and with this, i also fell inlove with him. HAHA. seriously. -_-
-how he wiped Akira's tears. and with the last cap, you feel like. . OMG. he's gonna kiss her?! @_@
well, no. . it was just a hug. :]
but along with that hug came the most sweetest words carried out by a tender manly voice
.
well, there you have it. i never thought anime could be this KILIG. haha.
and i don't know, Tadashi's not the romantic kind. . plainly because he doesn't know how to. but it comes off of him naturally. and i love it. XD
sorry Tasuki but you'll be number 3 for now. haha.
so that's:
° Okazaki Tomoya
° Karino Tadashii
° Tasuki
° Tamahome
° Tanaka Koki
-Chichiri is off the list. XDD
anywhoo. i hope you went KILIG over the caps. i know i did. haha. i'll surely miss Special A.
i didn't expect it to be that good. so if you haven't watched it yet. bahala ka. (^@^)v
ooh, and i almost forgot. sorry if it's lame. but here. :p
Monday, April 27, 2009
just to know me a little more. *winks*
iLove:° to sing.
° to read.
° Music.
° my Bible.
° the number 7.
° Broadway.
° Korean and Japanese stuff.
° Anime.
° Animals --if I had a dog, I'd name her CheonSang [Korean term for Angel].
Saru [Japanese term for Monkey] if it's a boy. but for now,
i want a Hedgehog. :p
° Monkeys.
° Rabbits.
° Butterflies.
° Sunsets, Starry Skies and a place filled with Sakura trees.
° Starbucks .
° BurgerKing .
° Kenny Rogers Roasters
° Ice Cream --a girl's bestbuddy.
° Poetry --I use this to express myself.
° being with God and my Mom, my Bestfriends, close friends and my
cousins --they keep my spirits up.
° Lip gloss.
iWant:
° a job --it's more of a need, actually.
° to travel to Korea, Japan and Europe.
° to be all that God wants me to be.
° to read more books.
° new cellphone --but really, I just want my N73 back.
° my iPod to get fixed --darn battery.
° new clothes.
° new shoes and flipflops.
° Mokona backpack from ComicAlley.
° my hair dyed with Blue streaks.
° to make more friends.
° a nose ring.
iHave:
° an AWESOME Daddy who made the Heavens and the earth.
° Eternal Love for Everyone I treasure.
° a perfectionist side --at the same time, i'm not really that organized.
° acrophobia.
iAm :
° Quiet at first . but loud once you get to know the real me.
° a dreamer.
° unexpected.
° a girl who keeps it all locked away.
° changed.
° a work in progress.
° a clutz.
° different.
° a dork.
° awkward.
° inevitably turning into a fob --excuse my english.
° weird when I'm hungry.
I'd like to continue:
° Stage Acting.
° Figure Skating.
° Studying.
° Dreaming.
° my "started writing last 2007 but haven't finished 'til now" fanfiction story.
° making drawings.
iDon't:
° drink alcohol.
° smoke.
° trash Mother Nature.
When i was a kid:
° my heaven was the Barbie section of a toy store.
° i wasn't normal.
I'd like to improve on:
° Foreign Language --Korean and Japanese.
° cooking.
° being sociable --i'm really no good with crowds.
Favourite:
° Colours~ shades of Blue. Conste colours and Red.
° Numbers~ all numbers divisible by 7.
° Chocolates~ Pepero, Uberaschung, Merci, 3 Musketeers and Ritters.
° Music~ Christian, Kpop, Jpop and some Cpop, Rock, Bossa Nova, Ballads.
-- anything with a meaningful message and a nice melody.
° Books~ The Shack, Heaven is So real, What Matters Most for Teens,
every teen girl's little pink book on what to wear, Nancy Drew books.
° Gummibears~ Haribo.
° Food~ Japanese and Korean dishes, sinigang with lots of kangkong,
seaweed, spicy and sour stuff.
° Ice Cream flavour~ Vanilla, Strawberry, Cheese.
° Beverage~ Water, Milk, Tea or Naicha.
° Anime~ CLANNAD, Fushigi Yuugi, Special A, Ginban Kaleidoscope,
Card Captor Sakura, Detective Conan.
° Game~ TEKKEN.
° Places~ the Library, Parks, serene places.
iDespise:
° the colour pink.
° the number 6.
° noise.
note: all of these are subject to change without prior notice. tho, you wouldn't really care. :]
Saturday, April 25, 2009
UNIFIED Praise ; with Daddy God. . it's all GOOD. (^@^)v
i was supposed to blog about this last night when we got home from UNIFIED Praise.but mom said i can't use the laptop anymore cause it was already late.
well, i just wanted to share how great it was. such an experience! we even got to "taste" a little of Heaven. ooh! i can't wait! i can only imagine. . (^@^)v
my previous entry said how it turned out to be a bad day *after all* yesterday. .
but i'm now blogging to cross that out and say that it turned out to be a VERY GOOD day *after all* yesterday.
Daddy turned it around for me twice! and the second time was even better!
truly. . truly, even the voices of a million angels can't express my gratitude.
and i realized. . i could never really hate my life. after all, i have Daddy. *winks*
He's just sooooooo AWESOME i can't put it to words.
everything's great. with Daddy. . it's all GOOD. (^@^)v
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° i had the MOST wonderful, pleasant, peaceful dream ever! -tho, i can't really remember what happened anymore. haha. all i can recall is that it was a clear dream of praise and worship, and that it was rich in colours that calms the eyes. it was wonderful. (^@^)v
° He takes my breath away. :]
° Jesus. my one&only. :]
Thursday, April 23, 2009
untitled blog entry [-people who think money is everything, READ MY NOTE.]
why is it so hard living like me.i feel hurt and angry at the same time.
so much, like i really can't feel anything anymore.
but still, i'm crying, sometimes. . i don't even know why.
i'm going numb again.
i can't take it anymore.
my family treats us like we're not even part of it.
just because of money.
i wanna hate my life. . but it's a gift from Daddy.
but it's just so hard living like this.
"why can't our family be normal?"
a question that's been in my heart for so long now, still left unanswered.
everyone, caring,
encouraging. . helping.
one another.
why can't we be like that.
why does greed and money have to get in the way.
i really hate it. . so much.
i just hate it.
this morning.
i woke up, went down to go to the bathroom.
only to find that she re-arrage things again.
so we won't be able to use this area where the laptop was.
i stopped and looked at the changes.
at first, i didn't mind it. . but my body was the one who reacted.
i shut the door of bathroom loud as i went in. . then, after that. .
i went up the stairs back to my room stomping my feet.
i didn't feel any anger, tho.
i don't know.
i tried to go back to sleep.
i couldn't.
i was shaking.
maybe it was just cold.
i sat on my bed, thinking.
i cried. i prayed.
i got out my Bible and asked Daddy for a verse that would comfort me.
He gave me Psalm 143.
i prayed and cried the words David said on that verse.
i laid everything down at Daddy's feet.
and immediately Daddy took away the anger and hurt.
i felt lighter. and i stopped crying.
as i thanked Daddy, tears started to fill my eyes again. . but this time,
it was out of Joy. . just for having Daddy in my Life.
for Jesus and what He's done.
i didn't feel it in my body but i know my spirit was jumping, rejoicing.
my spirit was grateful.
truly without Daddy, everything would just be wrong.
it's amazing how Daddy turned a bad morning to a good one.
i thank Him with all my heart and soul.
after that, i prayed for her. .
though it was hard for me, i prayed for her.
it's what Daddy wants, so i prayed for her.
she needs it, so i prayed for her.
then again,
as i went back down to fix what she did.
i saw how she just messed up our desktop to a corner near the door.
i stayed calm.
"i'll fix this without getting in a fight with her."
i thought. .
but just as soon as she went down to check on what i was doing.
i held back, but i failed.
new anger welled up inside me. and my mouth let out words i wish i could take back.
i really didn't want to get in a fight with her again. but the new anger welled up
even more as she spoke hurtful words.
as she pointed out that we we're the ones mistreating her.
as she pointer out that this was her house and that she can do whatever she wants with it.
as she pointed out that we were the bad people.
as she pointed out so many things that were just contradicting the truth.
it's a good thing that i don't remember everything she said.
. . tho, i wish i really don't.
i managed to fix the things she messed up.
but right now, i'm also letting out the new pain that welled up together with the new anger.
i'm not gonna let one soul take away what Daddy made for me..
i am sorry for the words i said to her. i know better.
and i know Daddy's the only one who understands enough to forgive me when i fail.
you might be thinking, it's just a desktop that her grandma messed up. well yes,
plus all the other things she did to silently hurt us and make us angry.
to silently make us feel that we're unwanted and that we're not part of this family.
all because of stupid paper that's made to buy material things.
all because of stupid paper that makes you greedy.
all because of stupid paper that can destroy a family.
my mom and i are really trying our best to contain ourselves. also,
because we don't want the enemy to use us with such stupid dirty methods.
and now i'll leave who ever is reading this entry an IMPORTANT NOTE:
MONEY IS DEFINITELY NOT EVERYTHING. IT CAN NEVER BUY THE THINGS THAT ARE ETERNAL. SUCH AS JOY, LOVE AND PEACE. IT CAN ONLY PURCHASE TEMPORARY THINGS. THINGS THAT CAN DESTROY YOU. 'CAUSE MONEY ITSELF DESTROYS.
NEVER LET MONEY CONTROL YOU. YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE TO CONTROL MONEY.
GREED IS NEVER A GOOD THING. IT DESTROYS A SOUL AND PUTS IT AT THE BRINK OF DEATH.
--IF YOU'RE WISE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THAT. YOU'RE WISE ENOUGH TO AGREE WITH IT.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Resurrection Sunday ; BEST day of my Life ; HE LIVES!! (^@^)v
Resurrection Sunday was the BEST day of my entire natural born life!. . . so far. haha. 'cause i know and believe that the Bestest is yet to come. *winks*
i thought it was just gonna be a special Sunday because of the Easter Cantata presentation.
but as soon as we got to Church that morning, i was reminded that, that was the day Jesus rose from the dead. and the whole day just went really good for me. i had so much fun praising and worship the Lord that i couldn't help but smile while singing! it was so refreshing! and i know and believe that i really got to be with Jesus and Daddy the whole day. even when i was at ATC. especially while i was reading in Powerbooks. He was there with me, i know it. 'cause i felt His presence so strong that my whole body was shaking, and my hands were sweaty. and i felt His peace all day. even up to now, i still have His peace in my Heart. my body, mind and heart are really at rest unlike how they were days ago. and i lovett! it's such a sweet feeling! (^@^)v
and who would've thought that i'd end up with a new crush?! haha. don't know his name, tho. and the sad thing is. . he's kinda like those boys who tend to be snobby. i can tell just by looking at his profile. haha. another thing is. . i can't really explain it in english so i'm gonna go with tagalog for this part. sorry but my english is getting a bit fobby now, you might not understand if i explain it in english. haha. besides feeling co mas claro pag tagalog. anywho~
--parang xa ung type na pag may pinapakilala sakanyang girl, parang wala lang xe gusto nya xa ung makakahanap ng girl for himself. and parang xa ung type na ayaw nya ng flirty/immodest girls, and ung gusto nya ung contained and conservative. note that i'm saying "parang" 'cause i don't really know him personally. these are just my conclusions from how i see his profile. i might be wrong. tho, for me. . what i concluded about him are good. haha. i kinda like that. and, ooh~ another reason why he caught me eye. . he plays the v_____. haha. baka malaman nyo sino pag sinabi co. pero the first letter's already an obvious clue. haha. hope no one guesses! haha. :p
anywhoo. . that's it. i just wanted to share how Resurrection/Easter Sunday went for me.
truly, when you have Jesus in your life, EVERYTHING is DIFFERENT and WONDERFUL!
the world doesn't know what it's missing. but indeed. MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE AND ALL WILL KNOW HIS NAME!! (^@^)v
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° HE LIVES!!
° I am an OVERCOMER because of what Jesus did on the cross.
° Jesus in NEVER late!
° I am born of Daddy God.
° "death is swallowed up in Victory." [1 Corinthians 15 : 54]
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
After 2 months. :]
After 2 months.i've finally decided to actually start my journey with Daddy.
i had no idea i was the one delaying things.
Daddy was the one waiting.
all this time, i thought that probably the past few months weren't the time yet.
but it was me all along who was putting things aside.
truly all of us shouldn't waste time anymore.
this morning, before i did the usual. .
i made time for Daddy.
i know He's been wanting me to spend time with Him.
but i was just so caught up with "other" things.
and now i'm gonna re-arrange my priorities together with Daddy.
before, i thought that i've finally made Daddy the centre of my everything.
as with everything i do, i would always think and talk about Him.
but i realized that there was still something missing.
and that was reading His Word.
truly without reading His Word, the whole thing would still be incomplete.
it's not that, i don't read the Bible. i do, every once in a while. haha.
but yea, that won't be enough.
so earlier today, i got out my Bible [exclusively for Girls *winks*].
and Daddy gave me lots of verses. starting with. .
Deuteronomy 6. [CLICK]
He told me to read the whole chapter.
and through this, He reminded me of the important things.
things i already know but have kinda forgotten.
and now i know what to do. :]
but what led to this realization was what happened yesterday.
after watching a video about the book "Heaven is So Real" where the author
Choo Nam Thomas elaborated the things she wrote on the book.
Mom and i had a talk.
a long talk. haha.
i opened up things to her, i never really thought of telling her.
they were things i'd usually keep to myself. well, after i tell my Bestfriends.
having that talk helped a lot.
then we prayed.
and now i understand.
with Daddy, life is really big. so much more that what the world knows.
and it's something we all need to understand not only with our minds but also with our hearts.
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additional stuff:
° iLOVE CLANNAD!
° iLOVE Ayaka's Album "Sing to the Sky"!
° i'm having REALLY WIERD dreams. i hate the one i had today. GAAH~!
° i wonder when i'll be able to meet him?
° i'm excited!
° at the same time, sometimes i'm not. haha.
° i'm planning to make a new account.
° but i'll still be using this one.
° i wanna read LOTS of books!
° i can't wait!!